MemoryCrash, That isn’t the sound it made, Boom, That isn’t it either, Whoosh, Nope that’s definitely not it.Memory
What is wrong with me? Why do I fail to remember? That fateful spring day Merrily driving. Completely dazed to surrounding occurrences
Then it all goes black “I think she is dead” Hurry, quick there was a noise. It was all black. Not a care in the world Quietly nothing comes to me.
There is not really one word that will describe it A moment where all nearly ends It is surreal like a
UntitledI am lookingUntitled
For the real thing Not just a 24 hour bug I had it but it got lost in the mail Where did it go Postal
I need the sun to shine
The birds to sing And that infamous rainbow to appear To have the perfect moment
When you return
Time passed Things have changed but I still love you For ever and always
DaddyIt seems when I see your picture,Daddy
I dont think of how i was Your little girl. Your shining star A piece of you. A hard sigh, long and
Dramatic. For a while, it seemed quiet. Mommy was concerned. Daddy wasn't there. His little girl wasn't crying about it. It was concern I put out to the World. Some cought on. When I sobbed, It wasn't of mourning. It wasn't of loneliness But that of a confusion. Why cant I cry about you? Smiles may flood my face, thinking of long lost memoirs, our tiny relationship. A past happen
the nights| i am Grace ploenges-beltchev i am seventeen years old i live in mount gambier ATM i have lived in 15 different houses. i have been to a public school and a private one im sure of exactly what i want in life. i am the fat one who the boys at school have made fun of her whole life who wont shut up until someone listens. i am the girl who has done drugs, i am not proud of it but i wont be the one to lie about doing it. i smoke, and have been since i was 12 i drink excessivly at times. i hide my saddness because i want to keep people happy i am a bisexual and its not a phase i am someone who will physically release their anger out on you if you piss them off. hence i have an anger problem. i have a gorgeous sister who i think hates me sometimes because i am so scared of her growing up. i love politics, and have attended youth parliament for 3 years. i have seen a lot of things that people at my school are ignorant to. i have loved to the point of depression. i used to cut myself to make myself feel incontrol. music is the core to my exsistance, there is a lyric to every moment things that are in bold are the things i have been payed out for over the years. Things i have learnt in the last year in a split second your whole life can be turned upside down you never know what is going on in someones life until its too late. that you cant change the past but you can have pre-requsites for the future that with one simple action, with one vote the whole world can change remember these simple things i am the girl who has sat and talked with you when you had a problem because i care more about others than myself i am the one who will at the drop of the hat give you money if you need it. i am the girl who grew up to fast hence the judgement sometimes people change some for better some for worse but it is inevitable that things will become different as we grow. |
Wishes
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Each man kills the thing he loves. -Oscar Wilde
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